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Worried

Just a little worried about how things are going

Hey, so now I am 13 weeks pregnant. Looking big already. And inbetween being surprised that I was pregnant. Then thinking my baby was aptopic, and the horrible morning sickness that landed me in the hospital once. I am now dealing with the newest issue. Whether or not, I am going to miscarry or not. I mean, I am only 13 weeks and already getting braxton hicks that have me in fair amount of pain. I mean, this baby was not planned. But it is totally wanted and I am totally excited to have him/her brought into my life. I do not want anything to hurt the baby. So I am trying to take it easy. Not lift the other kids as much as possible. Clean my house once a day. The typical, not quite bed rest, but taking it easy rest. But how can you do that with 3 very active kids? Oh well, gotta try either way. I am pregnant and I can't believe how hard this one is going. My kids seem to get harder with each pregnancy. Thinking this one is definently it for me. My body can't take another pregnancy. So I will be done making my family at 26 years old. But I guess that just means, I can grow my family up, and have them out by the time I am 46. LOL. 4 is a good number either way. :)